Deceitful and disloyal smiling in my face,
Showing your teeth as everybody stands around.
I fall and you sit right there and watch it happen,
Wait I’m confused this wasn’t suppose to be a show.
Look what you did people running like there a kid,
To get one more dose of the excitement,
One more dose of the wild and craziness .
Watching me make a complete fool out of myself,
Okay so you think it’s funny hahaha.. you really laughing .
you want to be notice that badly so you can be seen on a cover of a magazine ,
as if your something interesting.
yeah you have a lot to prove but I realized
Intellectually the mind’s not on the same level,
That’s why you caused so much trouble .
Yeah I will admit it hurt deeply,
the fact that I didn’t read in between the lines.
The truth is I’m strong I will rise above ,
you have to take a lost to gain .
You have turned into my enemy, because you walked away .
Walking around with my head hanging down ,
Worried constantly trying to figure out ,
What’s wrong ? what I do ?.
Nope it’s just you couldn’t follow by the rules and regulations ,
you broke the code I can’t take no more,
You can walk out my life there is the door.
It’s getting old and we getting older,
I’m to old to entertain foolish things
No longer will I care about anybody that doesn’t understand me
Or my vision I have morals , values the standards are high .
I’m a child of God so I can hold my head up walk with dignity and pride .
I’m going to do what’s right I follow my heart ,
I don’t want to follow the crowd just follow Jesus .
I’m okay with standing all alone wait..
I won’t ever be alone when people walk away ,
Jesus is going to stay.
I absorb all of the life lesson,
count them as a true blessing.
You react according to how you choose to life
But just know I can’t stray from just having a peace of mind
Leave me alone I don’t want to hear what you have to say,
stay with the crowd let’s see how that turns out .
This is the crowd Vs my reality
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